Barely got out of bed today, I tried to hold on till I'll get to work, "at least I can keep myself busy there"
The moment I got there I felt a bit more optimistic ...then of course reality came back
She called and told me that she can't let me work today after earlier she told me to go to work -_-
I came home and I feel terrible
Everything is getting heavier on me
Anxieties, thoughts, depression, you name it...
Though this time its different, I don't have the will to free myself from the situation or the mind to worry enough on the fact that I'm stuck far beyond caring