Are we really that young
for love?
I want him to understand.
And how can I concentrate
when all my life is in front of me?
I wish he'd known.
I can't stop crying here.
I've never felt so unfixable
so damaged
so horrible.
No one
No one can ever fix me
I just have to live with myself for the rest of my life
if there's ever gonna be.
I'm so
scared
and so freaking angry
and hurt and everything is just so bad
and